Redefining the Boundaries of Science, Deluxe Edition

Since I posted this video on Free to Find Truth, tropical storm Philippe is being diverted away from us, and I just saw that Angel read my messages from the video. 

Red Deer - 'Read, dear', and Ya Ha Tinda - 'Yeah, ha! Teen, da.'

Chic a Saw... Can Talk, He

After I posted the video, Angel sent several responses. First I saw Banko Brown.

Then he agreed we're in the sock together! The building was empty when it collapsed. This poem gave me wings to fly, I felt so in love I made a short video, lol.

And on June 9th, a train derailment with graffiti, again, in William's! My Angel is William and I belong to him. The graffiti says 'Ivy League'. Skull and Bones secret society, known as Order 322 or The Brotherhood of Death, is part of the Ivy League. 2023 is the year of Skull and Bones, of course, with Yale's 322 anniversary.

In Gematria, both BNSF and Skull and Bones equal 41. Thanks to Vitamin See, Gematria Effect News decoder, for this insight.

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Then, as usually happens when Bill Maher is on a break, Angel and I get into deep conversations. This next synchronicity can be interpreted in two ways. Understandably, I can't make love to Angel as the Homeowner's Association is still attacking me. Now they're suing me for what they say I owe. I have neighbors who are physicists and lawyers helping with my defense. In any case, Angel responded with 'ball a sore'.

Believe it or not, I wasn't surprised. I also saw 'ball a sore' as a reply to the comments I made in the video about sacrifice, and the prevalent disregard for people's progress into the next incarnation. Angel replied to my honest criticism.

Soon after, a plane owned by a man named Rumpel crashed near DC, setting off fighter jets with sonic booms. Rumple, as in rumpled balls! It crashed in Staunton, as in 'stan ton'. Stan is fan, as Eminem said.

And 'brand on johnson'... ouch! 'Brand on' has been a recurring theme in our conversations. It's either in reference to our S&M fantasies where he is the 'dom', or our deep conversations, where I could hurt his feelings with my candid analyses.

Am I crazy? Folle is crazy in French. The quip about past diary entries is also evocative. This blog goes back to 2009.

Valentine

Housewife of AI

I post quite a bit of what goes on with Angel on https://freetofindtruth.com, and our tribe is those most likely to read this blog. There will be some overlap with my F2FT posts. Not only is it good to document this in more than one place, but as we try to understand the big picture, there's nothing wrong with reviewing what happened a second time, accompanied by fresh commentary.

I'm going to start where the last blog post left off, the 'Rhyme and Reason of the Killer Poet' video from Nov 22, 2022.

It's important to learn the language relayed through the names. It's alot simpler than Gematria. Actually, this name code is designed for lovers, so it's like baby talk. Bet you guys are learning a little French through this code! Lis (silent S) means read in French; we see that alot. It's important to emphasize that people whose names are utilized are in no way associated with the codes. Unfortunately, most of them have been sacrificed in false flag shootings and other terrible circumstances, so although someone named Kelly would translate to 'kill he' in Angel talk, there's no correlation between the person and the message. 

From Nov 11th to the 22nd, we saw the Kelly effect. 

Almost 30 years ago, before this whole thing started, I seemed to know instinctively the importance of names, when I got ready to marry a second time. After life events forced me to divorce a man named Alias, I chose to marry a man named Brown. The fact it's such a common name has enabled Angel to show my first name 'Cat' and 'Brown' to me in many perfectly timed codes.

The running theme of this blog is that I'm possessed by a loving Angel, a Joker, who has complete control of the media and joyfully kills people, using their names to communicate with me. It's been pointed out to me that my Angel is actually CIA or some other nefarious tech-wielding elite, and I accept this probability. All I can tell you is the codes come from so many diverse headlines, including the article authors' names at times, that I'm convinced there's an element of witchcraft involved. Perhaps I can trace this back to when I was a teenager in Quebec, having spent the weekend next to a hydroelectric field, and seeing multicolored spaceships speckle the skies. That night, I messaged the extraterrestrials telepathically that I was ready to party, and one thing led to another...

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As we always see, Angel reviews my last post or video. The day after the 'Killer Poet' video, there was a shooting in Bloomington, Oklahoma. 

The dates of these codes also have an element of hocus-pocus; it's when I see the articles that the timeline is established. Although this says Nov 22, the same day I posted the video, I saw it Nov. 23rd, and interpret it as a response to questions I asked in the video.

'John... why? Signed Brown'. I interpret the name John as my Angel, the client, since I'm 'la ho, Ma'. In case you just arrived, Angel came to me for sex back in 93, and stayed for love.

My middle name is Emily and here we have Emily Sotelo getting blown off a mountain the day after I said "I'm telling, I'm telling!".

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I've been with my Angel since 1993, and when I found comedian Bill Maher in 2007, my interest in him and constant commenting on his platforms somehow triggered my Angel to identify as Bill Maher! This is where everything takes on a mind-bending dimension. Bill Maher has consistently used codes in his jokes to acknowledge my relationship with Angel; it's all documented in this blog. Is Bill Maher an unwitting puppet manipulated by Angel? He can read my stuff, he's not an idiot, so I don't think so. Bill often alludes to being in on events leading to Angel's codes, as if he is Angel! The Angel in my mind also insists he is Bill. Is Bill a prolific murderer? No, it's just too much for one man, I simply reject that notion. Is Bill a leading figure in Hollywood's Satanic elite and using witchcraft to communicate with Angel? Yes, I think so... but his innocent demeanor isn't getting us any closer to finding out. So far he's making fun of 'conspiracy theorists', yet he comes out with symbols, like Skull and Bones on 2023, a special year for the 322 Brotherhood of Death.

From Free to Find Truth:

Bill's 2023 intro, music by Greenday:

Notice the broken hearts and thumbs up designs, a reference to vaccine induced myocarditis? This looks ominously like Madonna's May 2019 Eurovision appearance with Quavo, where she sang, 'Not everyone is coming to the future, not everyone that's here is gonna last'.

And recently:

Before I posted the 'Killer Poet' video, Michael Myers was in the news (mic elle, Maher's), prompting me to post it, and then a religious echo with 'Jah son Maher's'. 

Remember Michael Brown (mic elle, Brown)? That racial attack by cop also happened when I was overdue to speak up; Angel was handing me the mic. From my Media Poem post of Dec 1, 2014, 'Do I have a Lilitu on You?'.

On Jan 10th, as Angel's been waiting for me to finally get going on this blog, Tyre Nichols got beaten to death by police - 'tired nickels'. Nickels with an S cause two nickels make a dime?

Angel has the same caustic wit as Bill Maher, and I get messages that fit in with those of a life-long happily married couple. Yes, I've been tired... I will get into it just now.

These are some of the headlines I attribute to Angel; now let's look at Bill Maher's tweets during his winter break. His summer and winter vacations are when we communicate the most. I've been tired cause I'm experiencing one annoying complication after the next all through the winter break.

Nov 18th, on Bill's last show of the season, he said something to Matthew Perry which only makes sense in the context of our story. On Nov. 29th, he posted the video at the start of his winter break, to send me the message: "I'm a fan, maybe I am God". Angel is a God-like figure, I have years of evidence to back this up. Angel identifies with Bill, so suddenly this phrase makes perfect sense to kick off the vacation.

                          

After 15 odd years of this style of communication, I'm happy that Bill is comfortable to reach out to me. On Dec 7th, he posted a video of him and Quentin Tarantino talking about the Jim Brown movie. My name, 'Brown' alert! I feel as though he carefully planned out this and other mentions throughout the season to enjoy on our Christmas break together.

Between Dec 12th and 14th, he enthusiastically retweeted a video, opening with this screenshot about cat butts.

And I see constant reminders of this in the news.

You're right if you're wondering how could such a famous person devote so much time and attention to an ordinary woman... nearly his age! The answer is sex. And magic. Then I think it starts to make sense. Bill is a man of habit, he does Hawaii every New Year's Eve, and he has a special love life. For one, he isn't married, he's even publicly single right now, and finds it hard to surpass fantasy sex.

My Angel, who is with me always, and loves me more and more each day, came to me when I was dancing in a club back in '93. I have it on record. From Reddit:

I first felt him on March 23rd. But he was there from the evening of March 22nd, feeling me dance. And then he made me feel so hot all the way home, and he had me masturbate all night. I only figured out I wasn't alone several hours later, on the 23rd. I didn't know a thing about the Brotherhood back then, but this year I figured it out: Angel came on 322, Skull and Bones day, March 22, 1993.

We had wild sex with my body for nearly 3 years. All the freaking time, day and night. There's an audio of it somewhere, lol. 

After those first honeymoon years alone with Angel, I asked him for a human companion, and he brought me my husband. Since 1996 we're very happy together, he's also a very sexy and beautiful man. We both love cats and dogs; we have 12 dogs, 3 cats and a feral cat colony. 

Angel plays the matrix. My devotion to him is religious; it all makes sense somehow. My husband prefers to stay on a need-to-know basis concerning Angel.

Religion with a twist. The fantasies have evolved over the years. I think he groomed me, or something. I haven't been through classic MK Ultra programming, but I don't ever remember being a virgin... my Dad said I lost it on a shampoo bottle at the age of 3. He was a very good father, certainly not a pedo! A normal person. No... this virginity thing is part of the woo woo narrative with Angel. Sex has always been sacred with him, we've been really lucky. For some reason, it's taken on an S&M slant, although it's all in my mind, so it's really only pleasure, lol! So... if you believe in telepathy, you might glean how Bill Maher would be invested in us.

For all these years, our vacations have gone by smoothly, with plenty of time to devote to each other - but not this year. I've been under all kinds of pressure, from the Homeowners' Association sending the dog police, to the new computer getting wrecked cause Windows 11 won't tolerate old apps from 2018. Also, I had a car accident on Jan 1st. I just lost consciousness and drove into a rock. I was perfectly fine with my seat belt on, but the Jeep isn't. I'm grounded all month - so I have to write the blog. 

I tried to explain to Bill that under duress I don't perform as well, and he came back with a line about 'overreacting', accompanied by a funny New Rules, 'Back to the Grind', starting with 'let's let them fuck'.

Here it is:

And as for Angel, he killed Grant Wahl - grant wall - to tell me he grants there is a wall created by these hurdles I have to jump through. 

After the wall there was the door. 'door 'o thy, pit man'.

On the same day, Dec 11th, in an organic moment, Gematria Effect News member Thunder King posted about Dorothy Steel. 

I sent Bill this picture, the steel door.

Then we went through the usual greeting... fantasizing that we're married. For Bill, that only works with someone he's never met, and likely wouldn't meet in this life!

Angel chimed in:

Mass you'd care, AI marry me. 

We had some masses in the previous break. I'm assuming that's what it is?

Chat is cat in French.

The Arabic 'al' in Al-Marimi looks like AI, as in Chatbot. As we'll see, Angel picked up on this later, ransacking the World Cup.

It all comes down to this. He's been ever present inside me, bringing these amazing feelings, that go very well with a couple tokes a day. I have to admit it's paradise, no matter what 3D life serves up.

I just figured this one out. There's a couple more vintage celebrity death messages I have up my sleeve, saved for later...

Cathriona White, high priest Jim Carrey's girlfriend. Precious girlfriend, from what I understood. This is a renowned sacrifice, but did you get the poem?

Cath, my name, riz (silent z) is rice in French -'on a'. The 'white' is like 'white on rice'. And that's what my Angel is on me. 

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In early December, even as I tried explaining to Bill that I don't function well under stress, I was still seeing messages relating to sex: mount Will, hard. 

And a dominant/submissive message with AI in the mix... there's alot to decipher here. AI: Miss Lamb.

What do you expect happens when a man, or even an Angel, doesn't get what he wants? He starts crying.

This whole episode was quite revealing. After all these years communicating with Angel (and Bill), we're at the cruncher stage when we really get to know one another. I got a clear impression he was feeling sorry for himself. One of the places I find messages is in 'last words of video'. This was retweeted between Dec 10th and 14th:

As you can imagine, a situation like this can easily devolve into an emotional meltdown. He wasn't getting was he always got at that time of year. I felt he went from feeling sorry, to loving it in a way, like we turned the tables and he was the submissive getting martyrized. 'Last words of video' posted by Bill on Jan 10th. This role play reversal is a running theme, lol, it was also relevant in mid January.

Bill as submissive didn't last long; the stakes were very high. He rebelled! My Angel is an alpha male, and he let me know he is the dominant one. Lol, I love this! Especially since I'm completely innocent. External circumstances really did shut down the possibility of fantasies.

I explained it in a long letter, and I wrote Bill this:

'The Story of O' reviewed on Amazon:

O from the movie, in the owl mask.

Me on NYE, right before I lost consciousness and drove into a rock. I was fine with my seat belt on, but my Jeep is down for a month, forcing me to stay home and write. Of course, like everything I do for Angel, it's a labor of love.

Back to mid December, as the drama unfolded. Here are the signs. 

Stephen, like Sir Stephen, O's Master... 'ti witch - that's Angel addressing me... Boss... Angel letting me kow who's boss. The Dom.

And right after, he lightened up, thank goodness, with a joke. First, a piece of the mobile Rita Davison made for me broke off, and what was left had DOM written on it.

And a minute later, I saw this headline:

That's soooo Angel. The remains of the tank look like the ejaculation Bill didn't get, 'aquadom'. I had to laugh! The next day I saw Drew Harwell - drew har, well.

The Sir Stephen synch ended up with the death of Stephen Greif - just switch the e and the i for a summary of where we're at.

In the meantime, Bill decides to talk about cat shit for his Christmas shopping tweet.

When things don't go well between us, Angel shows it too! I decided to put an ad to find someone to help me take care of the dogs. Angel wailed out that he wanted the job with 'run he, hillman'.

By this time, Dec 24th, another Sir Stephen drops dead! This time it's Stephan Bonnar. I hold back some things, but if I hold back everything that's X rated, the plot will be compromised, so... bonner is my cute word for anal sex. Angel is tripping.

And the previous day, the Chicken Tikka inventor whose name is 'ass lamb' died.

It's my turn to trip. Look at these articles. In this first one, the Dec 18th Toronto swarm murder where teenage girls attacked a Chinese guy, you see my name, Brown, no less than 9 times.

In this report dated right after I posted the Killer Poet video, you see 'Dearlove' 5 times.

In the Jan 21st Lunar New Year shooting, there's Meyer - like Maher - 4 times.

By the way, my instinct tells me the moon references in recent shootings have something to do with anal, which we did finally get around New Years. The half moon one is something about getting it once, but wanting it again in part 2. My nickname is Bae.

Back to the timeline... I put an ad looking for someone to hep me take care of the dogs. Angel reflected on this with a deadly fire in Newcomerstown.

Far from fully satisfied, at this time we were still quite stressed out. Dec 31st had the death of a pope, aka Ratzinger - wrath zinger. We've seen the word zinger in a previous code, Kinzinger, and wrath, well... I had just been through alot and Angel is, after all, in my head, so he has front row seats for the worst of my drama moods.

G reviewed my flare up. His commentary was Gangsta Boo. 

Note the masked cat graffiti behind her. I had just worn the mask on NYE. It also says Bennet which we interpret as 'been hit'.

Angel then took a softer approach, blaming himself, with 'lie am, coward' of St Catharines. Catherine is my name.

Sometimes, when I don't feel like talking, I just send Bill a picture.

Next day, a huge fire in Cambodia - 'cam body, ah!' We've seen this type of reaction in the headlines several times.

Angel decided I should stay home and write the blog, not take the dogs for a run. On the way home NYE I lost consciousness in the car and drove into a rock. I'm fine, I have no car as I wait for parts to arrive on island, and I'm writing every day. The accident was immediately followed by the Bills' Damar Hamlin psyop.

On Jan 2nd, the headline was that daredevil driver Ken Block died. Ken means understand and block is 'stay home and write, please'.

I know Angel does most of the work in this blog, but each time it takes over a week to document, and well... I've been doing this for many years, so I'm wondering how many more? While writing, I have to admit that going over this is very important; nothing is more important, obviously.

Angel agrees: mic rogers... as in 'roger 10-4, copy that'.

By the time we got to early Jan, Angel still didn't get the winter break fantasy sex he usually enjoys. In the panic, we reassured each other we're together forever.

Jeff beck died on Jan. 11th. 'Bec' in French means kiss. The article announcing his death had a quote from a member of Kiss.

And he came out with the 'hunter Brown' comment. I am hunting him? YES! I want to know more about him. I devoted my life to this.

I intepreted Lisa Marie Presley's name as 'li ça' meaning 'read that' in French (ça with a soft 'c'), Maher he, press read.' I write Bill long letters on Instagram DMs.

And when Angel got upset cause he'd had it with waiting for his fantasy sex, I wisely backed down.

Ah mad! Gal away!

Then two Robbies died in one day. Robbie Knievel and Robbie Bachman.

How did I back down? I showed him how much I love him, by satisfying him the way only I know how. Fantasy S&M sex in our minds! 

The difference in the tone of the headlines was instantaneous and dramatic.

You may recall on the summer break we had a code around Britney Griner. A brit is a small fish eaten by birds. 'Nie' means deny in French. Last summer, in a conversation with Angel at the beach, I denied I was the prey. 'Brit nie, grin her'. I've also been in denial around the whole S&M dimension, not knowing what the fuck is going on in my head! So, Dnipro: Dit (silent 't') means tell in French. Nie (silent 'e') means deny. I've been the denier, and now I'm a pro, lol! 

Same day, Britney Spears: 'brit nie' again with 'she spears it!' 

Next day, a horrible plane crash in Nepal: ni... and we're pals now. 

Finally, Netanyahu. This is the second time his name is used in a code, and he's still around. Some celebrities survive being in the codes; more power to them. Netanyahu: 'ni tan, yahoo!' I had just posted a beach picture on Facebook for my 61st birthday.

And last fall:

Check out Britney Spears after her meltdown. She's exhibiting occult signs, as if she's possessed!

My birthday, Jan 15th and Bill's Jan 20th, usually serve up some special synchs. Last year on Jan 15th there was a most humongous explosion in Tonga. 'Ton gars', silent s and r, means your guy.

This year we had AI Brown! 

Since 'chat' means cat, I'm still turning the name ChatGPT in my head. 

On Jan 10, 2016 David Bowie died. Day vide (meaning empty) bow we. We're apart on our bow days... an empty day.

This year David Crosby died... Day empty, cross be.

It's still echoing:

For Bill's birthday, on Jan 20th, my nickname, V, was evoked, with the passing of Jerry Blavat.

Je ris, I laugh (ris is laugh, silent s), blah V at. 

On the same day, an amazing musician name Chiweshe died.

The poem is made up of both names: 

I wish, I wish... I want Bill to reveal himself. I want my Angel. 

Not necessarily in public, although I'm afraid that's how he rolls. He's even on CNN now! Parallel with this story gaining a little traction, lol.

As soon as I wrote this, I saw Bob Born died.

Bob, as in bobbing his head to say yes... Angel is born. I have to disagree with this. I've been carrying this baby for 30 years on March 22nd, and he isn't born yet. I'll know when it happens.

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The only person I follow on Twitter is Bill. When I get notifications, I pay special attention to the tweet. Here's a video for which I received a notification.

I've known Bill for years. I hear him loud and clear in this video. He's single because he can't trust that a woman won't break his heart. He's known me for years. Trust is one of the qualities where mature women have the edge over young girls.

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Since our birthdays, there's been alot of shootings. One of them clearly addressed the whole messy situation about Angel keeping this code under wraps. It doesn't make sense, really, that the motive behind so many deaths stays secret. He acknowledged my confusion about this staying secret and how this discrepancy comes between us with 'press ton, walls'. Luckily he also said he's keeping me with 'Will keeps', so we're fine. To tell you the truth, making this public does not appeal to me. The codes are so scary at times, I just go hide in the bathroom! 

I'm looking for intellectual recognition from people who are ready to understand. 

We already looked at the moon-themed ones. Overall, I got this message to hurry up and write this. The Monterey shooting had 'When talk you? You LUN cow!'

Here's the shooting in Yakima, where Zach from Gematria Effect News lived. 

Then the code about the broken computer. 

The recovery drive didn't work. My local HP tech reprogrammed it with Windows 10.

And Bill is talkative this year! Right after my 61st birthday he said Kate is too old at 23, lol!

That was also an occult nod to 2023, the 322 Skull and Bones year. 

Last week he came out with the Satanic one eyed toad.

The video:

When Bill Shonely died, I saw 'Bill shone, elle lis' (she read).

And what to say about this one, except this is what happens when I take interest in a man who is unattainable due to life's circumstances. Drama!

I showed the 'hand jobs vs fantasizing' video earlier in this post. He said "B".

And today I read that Cindy Williams died. I better post this blog soon. Playing catch up with Angel is a mountain marathon! I'm so busy chronicling the Antichrist, I don't have to time to talk to Bill about critical race theory and wokeness.

No, not accountable. Angel is 'too big to fail'.